Have you ever been in a situation where you are trying so hard to “unlove” someone due to a certain painful history you both had. And you just can’t seem to forget the pain and what it cost you to finally heal from that pain. Only to start culturing unusual feelings for the same person who almost broke you.

Okay, this is how it goes. Let me make this more clear and visual. Shall we…? So you and the said unknown partner felt something, but due to unquestionable reasons, the unknown partner doesn’t seem to be sure of what he/she wants. But I don’t know if to say, you guys were just caught up in the moment and decided to enjoy it and make it a memorable one.😒

Why sad? Aren’t you trying to enjoy the moment? But it still hurts, yeah…?

You being startled with so many questions racing in your mind. Questions you already have answers to, and questions you only wish could be answered to your favour😔 but then again it doesn’t play out exactly how you pictured it to happen. It’s all in your head.

Every time you are idle, that unknown partner and all the crazy moments you both shared just comes up and replays without pause in your memory.

Oh my gosh!!! What’s all this i shouldn’t be thinking about this person, how am i sure the feeling is mutual?

You are startled here again, craving and desiring this person’s presence despite the hurt and pain that has been caused to you. And despite whatever you do, yes when i mean whatever you do I meant “sex”, it doesn’t changes a thing and the pain that keeps eating you up.

Then i think it’s safe to say, sex doesn’t changes the way a person feels about you, both in the positive or negative way. No matter how perfect think you may be at it.

Pain is real, hurt is real. Everyone gets hurt. No one is an exception and can’t predict when it will get to them. However, it’s rather safe to put your blind emotions in check.

Because not everyone is capable of handling a certain degree of hurt amd pain, which ever way, it’s still up to you to make that decision, trust me when i say it ain’t easy, bit still trying.

ℚ𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜 ℝ𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣!!!yeah…God loves you so much and doesn’t want to see you get hurt or in pain. And even though you don’t want to believe this truth. God is madly and tremendously crazy about you. He is pretty jealous that you choose to be heads over hills for someone who doesn’t “give a shit” about you that’s crazy. He loves you and wants the best for you. God loves you recklessly, think about it, his love for you is in many regards, he doesn’t expect anything else than that mutual love in return, and isn’t that what you crave so badly?

Love is and can be crazy, but God is crazy about you,he is madly in love with you.

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕖𝕥, 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕚𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟, 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕦𝕟𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕟𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟…

What do you think would happen?

𝕃𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥🙏